Loving the Least of These

Since Ive come home from Honduras I have found myself searching for what true worship really looks like, and with every passing day, I find it harder and harder to think that its something that happens within the walls of our church buildings. I so long for something deeper than sitting in a pew expecting a good song leader to lead us into 'worship.' For a long time I was totally convinced that a good song leader made all the difference in engaging in 'true worship' but now I cant see how this 'worship' is making a difference in me...I think maybe we've completely missed the point. Maybe we are supposed to bring our worship with us to church, maybe its an everyday thing not just something that we do on Sundays from 10:30 to 11:30. Maybe it looks a little more like a new kind of lifestyle. Im starting to find that even something as small as loving on a sweet kiddo in Honduras can be true worship, or going down to the Salvation Army on Saturdays to feed the homeless, maybe these things are what true worship to our Lord looks like. I want something that is deeper than singing a few songs, and complaining that someone nearby was off pitch, I pray that my life reflects true worship, not just Sunday worship. I so long to experience something that is going deep, deeper than just songs, something that is going to matter, I want my life to look like that.